I don't know. I haven't had a great year as of late. It's been rough and really taking a toll on my mental health. I have seen some of my friends leave me, and there is reason for me to think that it is because of how I present myself in front of people. This has been nothing new. This has been happening for quite a while, too, ever since I joined the Internet. Every time I think about them, it takes a toll on my mental health. Right now, I don't feel the best because it's gotten worse this year for the first time since my really early years. I feel like I have lost connection with my closest friends and have alienated myself from them due to how I act. I feel very guilty about it. I swear that I can change. Change from who I am. I'll try to get rid of my old habits and get myself right. And if that doesn't happen, I guess it'll probably be best for me to stay out of social media for a while. Hopefully, I don't show myself as a bad person from now on.